Muscle-memory

Do we consider (I wonder) the way we’re training our mind/will/emotions in our daily responses to things?

Earlier this week an (older) friend was describing to me how her mother’s dementia was worsening. This friend described how hard it was getting to shift her mother’s focus off the negative (real and imagined) of her own world.

I made the comment that since we all have to choose to be positive anyway (negative seems to come so naturally…) perhaps her mother was just past that place of being able to make that choice. The daughter looked right at me and said, “It’s a muscle-memory thing.”

I’ve been thinking about that since Tuesday– Apparently this woman used to find the negative, even when she had the choice, and now that she has less and less capacity to choose, she’s paying for it.

That phrase my friend used seems so spot-on: “Muscle memory.”

It makes me think of my guitar practice, and how exciting it is when my fingers just go where they need to be, w/o my having to think about it. They’re beginning to be trained, but only b/c I made it happen at first, by doing and thinking about it, over and over.